Caught!!! in darkness.

My mom grew up in a small but a famous and important town called Dharwad in Karnataka. As a criminal lawyer her father was well renowned and had established a sound reputation for himself. He was known for his professional abilities. For the obvious benefits of association, people from all walks of life had liked to be known to him. Doctors, businessmen, professors, theatre owners, shopkeepers, policemen, - everybody knew him and did little favours to remain in his good books. You never know when you would need a criminal lawyer!!

My mother, the 5th of 7 siblings and the last among daughters, was quite liked by her father. She shared a wonderful rapport with him, did all his daily chores, and helped him in his office work that was perched up on the first-floor of the giant house. She shared a lovely rapport with her brothers as well both of whom were now rapidly establishing themselves in their legal and banking careers respectively. Their new found success and social standing made them quite popular within the small town as well and that added to the list of people who wanted to be known to this family.

It was one of these days when my mother with her friends had planned to go to a Hindi movie in a theatre close by. Most of my family members have been movie buffs since generations and my mother was not unlike them. There had never been a restriction on watching movies and she would be ‘up to date’ with the latest movie in town. So this was just another plan. But as my mother came home she realised very soon that she couldn’t make it to the movie because something else was being planned for at home. She quickly went to her friend’s house who lived next doors to inform her of the situation hoping that she could slip herself out of the plan.

But you know how it is when a bunch of girls have planned for a movie or a day out. It’s generally so perfect and so involved that it is almost impossible to escape it once you have committed to it. So as expected, her friends cajoled her, requested her and finally threatened her into submission

But she knew it would be impossible for her to get permission from home for a movie on that day. What ever was planned at home was definitely more important than a movie. So for the first time in her movie watching career, my mother had to contemplate the idea of lying to her family.

She knew it would be difficult to lie in the first place to people who did not mind her watching movies unlike the parents of most of her friends. And it would be disastrous if she would bee seen by some one in the theatre and the news would trickle down to her dad or her brothers.

But she had committed to her friends and was helpless. She was scared but also exited. The prospect of the adventure filled her with an enthusiasm and a confidence, new to her. All she now needed was an alibi. With a little creative thinking, she came out with one, and she had her whole bunch of friends to back her with it, so she felt less intimidated. She told her parents that there was an important event being planned in college and she, being one of the few enterprising ones, was requested to attend a ‘student-teacher’ meeting at the college. Her folks bought the story and she backed it up with some preparations and some planned visits by her friends at designated times to give her family the feeling that they were all in it together.

By the next morning, she was confidant of her plan and knew that with a little cover by her friends when entering and exiting the theatre, everything would be just fine. And they did just that.
They did run into Radhakka, the lady constable on duty at the theatre who knew my mom as “Vakil ara magulu”, the advocate’s daughter, and acknowledged her presence with a large grin. However she was no threat. Once inside the darkness of the theatre, my mother, though with a feeble pang of fear and guilt, told herself that she had pulled it off.

It was a small town and everyone knew everyone else.

In about 40 minutes from the movies start, the wide 70 mm screen suddenly flickered out and the theatre plunged into darkness. The quintessential power failure led to hooting, whistling and booing by the crowd. This was not new for the girls and they knew that it would take about 15 -20 minutes till the power supply could be resumed and they began chatting among themselves.

The movie was a popular one and the hero, a hit with the local people. The delay in resuming the movie stirred up another bunch of college boys in a corner who began to make trouble by throwing paper balls at the screen and passing intelligent and funny comments about the theatre administration which amused the rest of the crowd who joined in and the noise began too grow. The authorities knew that if the hall continued to be left in darkness, the fun would soon change course to vandalism.

Suddenly in the dark hall a small but bright light emerged from the door. It was a small hall and the light was just enough for people to realise that someone had brought in a ‘Petromax’ gas lantern. As always and as expected, the crowd suddenly fell silent and began to get back to their seats. The girls were relieved too, for the nuisance would now be under control and they could enjoy the rest of the movie which would resume sooner or later.

The light kept moving through the crowd. It was a funny play of light as it momentarily illuminated a leg here, a hand there, a head turned to talk, or a face making ‘a face’. As the girls followed the light and enjoyed the flashes and shadows that it cast on people, my mother suddenly had a strange fear. A woman’s intuition told her that the light was approaching her. As she concentrated on the silhouette she could make out that it was a woman, in boots and a cap and before she had time to think, she knew what was coming.

Radhakka, the lady constable taking oversized steps reached the row in which my mother and her friends were seated, checked for the exact seat where my mother sat, squeezed her heavy self through the tightly packed rows and stamping others feet she went straight to my mother, rested the lantern on the arm rest of her seat and with one hand still holding the lantern, gleefully said to my mom, “with me on duty at the theatre, I would not permit any form of in-convince caused to “Vakil ara magalu”.

With rest of the theatre dark, and the lantern next to my mother, her face was the only thing visible to all.

It was a small town and everyone knew everyone else.

The CORE.

In the last 6 months, I have seen every possible kind of precipitation. Rain, Sleet, Hail, Snow, Frost, Fog, Mist, Vapor and just wet, cold damp!

In the city where I come from, Hyderabad - an arid, dry part in the southern India, Rain, in it’s one form, is celebrated!

After the torrid summer characterised by temperatures soaring to 45 degree centigrade, hot winds blowing even through the dark nights, the pouring sweat that laminates your clothes bodies together, the urge to just lying flat on the floor under a whirring fan, when you are so drained of your salts that you are tired of wiping the sweat off your face because it just makes no difference, the wet towels that my mother would wrap around herself, that would dry up in just over 3 minutes, the silence on the roads.......

...after all this, when the first RAINS come, it’s more than a reason to celebrate. A good rain brings joy, music, celebration and even reverence (many gods are silently thanked). Schools get shut so that the kids can enjoy the first rains, meetings postponed, appointments not cared for, and trips cancelled. No one wants to miss the Rain, for if they do then they might miss it for a long time to come.

Shift scene. ..Glasgow, Scotland.

From the time I have landed here, my down- feather jacket has become second skin to me. Of course between the first and the second skins, are another four layers of  thermals, t-shirts, cardigans and jumpers. Despite this, at any give point of time, I have felt one layer short of comfort. People here have different kinds of clothing and footwear to brave different forms of..the same RAIN!

I have never seen so much rain, or so much water for that matter, in all my life. Well, so far at least! The much hated sun in Hyderabad, has become a thing of the past, and I hate myself for hating the sun then. Nonetheless, people here are as exited by the little hide and seek game of the sun as we would be, with the play of the rain back home. The same energies and excitement are shared by people here for the intermittent deliverance that sunshine brings them.

But again, when I see people here getting indoors and draw the curtains when it gets a little too bright or warm, I wonder why they do it? It is hardly warm yet!!

And then I realise.. that its meant to be this way! I may hate the sunshine and might have enjoyed RAIN, and people here may be sick of the rain and dampness and welcome the SUN.  But in perspective, we are still comfortable with what we are used to, what we are essentially made of and brought up with ....that, which is our core. I still prefer the hot Sun and they are more comfortable with the incessant Rains.

Doesn’t it all boil down to exactly this? We are always drawn towards/ impressed by/ motivated to be someone else. But when we actually get there, we know it is not all rosy. And that is when we begin to miss the coarse comfort of homespun and wish to be back again…back to what we are …. at 'THE CORE'.

Uncommon Cense

Just a thought...1!

On a sunny morning in March of 1996, Lord Ganesha, across Indian temples started to guzzle milk by the litres. It was believed that Ganesha, being the most popular of the zillions of Indian gods, was happy with the country and its people, and would shower his blessings on any one who fed him milk that day!

People, young and small, rich and poor, atheists and theists, rushed to the nearest temple to see the miracle. Most were exited by the prospect of getting to please their favourite god, some others just went in so they could not be left out of the 'when -I went - to- the- temple- with- a bowl -of-milk....' discussions that would last well into the next couple of weeks, while the last few sceptics pitched in to find the hidden conspiracy behind it all.

The frenzy resulted in a demand - supply gap for milk that very quickly led to an unprecedented inflation in its price, that skyrocketed to as much as Rs 50 a litre form a mere Rs 9.

Weather divine or human, the intervention was well orchestrated to last just over a day.

Just a thought…

Would we have fed Ganesha with milk, if he had continued to shower his blessings over us well beyond a day?

Will people continue to believe in their God, if He actually begins to accept all their offerings??

India has come of (new) age.

To say this about a country, whose history runs into an infinite time span, would be inappropriate despite the fact that India has been shining with a newer and brighter aura of late.

I have been increasingly reading books on India and Indians and there have been many written on this subject in the last couple of years. It seems like it is quite fashionable to be writing or talking about India. Every popular show in the West has featured a show on India and how its one billion people have metamorphosed the nation into a formidable force in areas of, Information Technology, BPO, Bio Technology, Tourism etc.

One such book is ‘India Unbound’ by Gurcharan Das. It’s been a while since this book was written but the relative Plateau-ing of the change rate in India since 2001 makes it relevant to date.

The book takes the reader through Indian Economy since independence with an intricately woven theme starting well in the past. It describes the state of business and commerce from the time of unknown kingdoms, Chanakya and the Maurya dynasty, Alexander and King Puru, The Moughals, the British, the post independent bureaucrats and then the entrepreneurs of the new reformed economy.

A lot of books talk about India’s surge into the era of competition and the play of economics after the reforms of 1991, and India Unbound does the same, but in a way where it provides answers to the question of why India did what ever it did in the last 5 decades.

The transition of India from the Mixed Economy established by Nehru to the Mixed Economy that was established in 1990 ( and what is today), is in all practical terms a transition from being a Semi Socialist state to a Semi Capitalist one. Das relates this transition and the impact that it has had on the lives of people through his own experiences and of his family, of friends and acquaintances, bosses and colleagues and of the people who he accidentally or willingly met with.

JRD, Aditya Birla, Rahul Bajaj, Dhirubhai Ambani, Sam Pitroda and the likes, on whose vision, risk taking ability and patriotism lie the foundation of today’s India, all have a story to tell of the License Raj. Through their lives and struggle it becomes evident as to how under the leadership of a Great Visionary whose noble intentions, when NOT matched by smart efforts and intelligent decisions, a country that was once referred to as a sone- ki –chidiya (Golden Bird) degenerated to a stage, when a part of its gold reserves had to be pawned to UK for emergency loan from the IMF in 1990.

The PSUs that were established to serve as the “Pillars of Modern India” unfortunately ate up into these very pillars, just like termites devour a house and cause irreversible damage even before the knowledge of their infestation comes to light.

The bureaucracy, red tape, and an anti money making attitude propagated by successive governments did little to correct the initial mistakes.

Through out his narrations, Das lucidly and logically explains the cultural values and attitudes of Indians towards the Vaishya or the Money making caste. It is only in India that a money making class and the working class (Shudra) is looked down upon. The Marwadi and Gujraati communities who have a proven acumen for business are ridiculed and regarded as being mean, cunning and stingy. The reality is, and most Indians know this, that the best and most successful business houses of India which are a reason for India’s pride come from these communities. Worst still, the working class was considered dirty and regarded as untouchable while the rest of the world was making revolutions possible for their cause.

This has been the case in most cultures and countries but they were quick in realising, that encouraging the Business class would benefit their over all state and countries like Japan America, Germany, UK etc did everything they could to promote businessmen and commerce and the resulting competitive advantage that these countries gained is now evident.

The book then walks the reader through the reformist period starting from 1990, which according to Rahul Bajaj, is India’s equivalent of the Industrial revolution.

The transit from the ‘Money Making’ attitude to the ‘Wealth Generation’ attitude comes out through the stories of Armedia and Thumbs Up. Infosys, NIIT, ZEE TV, Jet Airways, Aditi Technologies, Cipla, Dr Reddy’s and the “vast number of rags to riches stories” (pg 245) that have been dwelt upon clearly show the current bullish trend of the Indian economy and the new age breed of risk takers who are not ashamed of Money Making as they know, that this is the first step towards Wealth Generation.

The book is a definite read for the generation that have missed the pre reform state of the Licence Raj and also for the generation that cannot comprehend the idea of Dot Coms and BPOs. It’s definitely a must for students of Economics and of IT. For the new entrepreneurs and the ‘dreaming to be ones’ the book will prove as the essential ‘you –can-do-it’ guide. It provides all the knowledge and information necessary for the Management folks to make their projections for any decision pertaining to India and well, it is a thought provoking one for those masses of people who just like to read and think about these issues!

There is however one issue that prods me and I can not make up my mind about it yet!!

Does Sushila ‘s buying bottles of “Oil of Olay” reflect her new found economic freedom and confidence or does it indicate the ever expanding web of Consumerism that threatens to clutch the generations to come in its strong-hold?

I wonder!

Sheep Mentality

I have created this blog with no specific reason or desire or interest for "blogging". Some people I know have their own blogs and it was one of these days when I visited these sites that I decided I have to do it too..only to see how it works.

Like 90% of all human beings, and probably 100% of all bloggers, I too belong to the "She-likes-listening -to -herself-speak" type, and that gives me a feeling that I might actually last longer here than I had otherwise thought.

I have'nt invited anybody on my site yet but when I do, I wish to ask the Blogger Cult about that one single reason that initiated them into creating their own blog??

So much for sheep mentality!!!!